Listen To My Story

OMG OMG OMG!

2011-04-23T21:59:00.000-07:00

I really cannot stand it anymore. I really hate group works to the max already.

So much to handle, too much works to do, too much dislike, too much um song, too much till I very “mang”.

I really hate lazy people to the max especially the guys in my AIS presentation group. We're presenting after the break, so everyone in my group wants to finish this fast. so we can concentrate doing other stuff. Basically only me and another girl doing all the works all the time.

I really don't know what's strong with the guys, they don't bother coming for the discussion already. Even if they came for the discussion, they just sit there waiting for our answers. It's like waiting for answers to drop from the sky.

They don't bother printing, read and do the homework before coming to the discussion. Sometimes they just don’t bother coming at all, giving me all the lame excuses for not coming.

It’s damn lame till I can’t take it anymore. Telling me that your girlfriend is here then you cannot come for lecture, tutorial and discussion. This is the lamest excuses I ever heard in my life. GOT GF THEN CANNOT COME FOR CLASS? =.=

My girlfriend's post, I'm not gonna edit/erase anything. Peace ;)

Child

2010-11-08T00:29:00.000-08:00

(ML'll be angry if I on music now)

Well hiiya folks! Is been a while, isn't it? Abandoned this site due to exam period, unlike Sue, she still has time to do double blogging, impressed. 4 paper that killed my month officially over at 11.42am today hehe, much much earlier than an average orang Monash. I would say every uni peeps pun stress at the moment, so before I start something, I would like to wish my girlfriend, beloved friends, especially Rick, I think he needs the most, and my brother for SPM best of luck and all the best! Gambeteh!

I've plenty of stories to share, many happened for the past few weeks. One of those that actually pissed me a lot was from.. a family member. Aloha means family (Lilo 2002), I miss Stitch! Okay, how would you feel if your parents bare all the financial burden themselves? As in 80% of the financial burden from the family tree. A few children yet only one does the job, get it? You are in a place where currency is 3 times the rate compared to ours, you have the biggest house among us, your children are all in universities, yet you did not even pay a share of your parent's expense, HECK not even once! Your parents sacrificed their home, working place and savings just to sent you to a place where you can further your studies as they see bright future in you. But you did not return after gaining a profession certificate, you stayed, you ignored them.. you definitely knew they were sad, crying but you are able to act as if nothing had ever happen because of your own selfishness. Till now. The mighty duo in my house always took it positively, saying are their responsibilities as children. But You, have you even thought that one of the duo work her ass off morning till night just to make sure everyone wears a smiley face? And now, when a fee which no children would ever want to pay, probably the last fee you would ever contribute for your parents.. you gave us this shit "oh sorry, I will try next to give you next time, give me time." For God's sake, that's your parents funeral fees. Please come back and visit them before you know what. By that time it happens, you will fail as a son. For sure.

Wow seriously, if the western cultures brought up a person like that, then I'm proud to be an Asian. Now that I have thought of it, Fen Fen used to tell me this which I, personally used to disagree,

"western doesn't care their family as much as Asian, that's why I'll never marry one."

Hell yeah!

Have you ever realised, friendship is so fragile? When it is good, it is strong, when it is bad, they just vanish. When you don't see each other, it starting to fade as well. Now that I'm so free, I'm starting to miss everyone after looking at those FB pictures. I'll write about the Ipoh/Penang trip, ICAEW business challenge, Kitwah's farewell and best friend's party if ada masa hehe~

Gan fei program officially starts now. Hopefully, I'll see a different Hockwee in 3 months time.

Hello..

2010-09-16T00:30:00.000-07:00

Britney Spears - Bombastic Love

Yeahh I know myself that this blog was dead, but hey! I'm trying to resurrect it now. :)

Lets see, Monash has been treating me well so far. Assignments are pretty light compared to previous semesters, tests were fairly okay, and more pretty ones in this intake perhaps? Exam timetable was out recently, mine was kinda sucky! Well at first I finds it okay, but.. after taking a closer look at it, ahhh 2 papers are held so close to each other.. GG!

Finals in Monash starts at 28 Oct, guess when is mine? 28 Oct. Yup AGAIN, I don't know what's my Lady Luck doing.. 3 semesters in a row on the first day already! Will be retaking 2 subjects, so pressure will be at the peak anytime soon. I mean, I used to laugh at one of my close buddy when she was claiming "ahh I'm having phobia to enter the exam hall.." Yeah anyone will find that hilarious if they aren't re-sitting any paper which they failed ones. Yup Joanna, now I'm feeling it.

Okay be prepare people, we have exactly 42 days to prepare for war! Better sharpen up your pencils and read up your notes hehe.

Very soon I'll be like..

Then the night before the test..

And somehow during that exam week, I can predict I'm gonna teach my girl how to..

Sneak peak of last semester's exam week..

Our finest creation just yet, I know it doesn't look too tasty but you can be sure of one point, it was filled with love in it! :)

The library

and.. our private room hehe~

Past few weeks was Kim's birthday, I actually bought her something.. I bought a present for someone. Most, oh wait.. ALL of my highschool or college friends will be surprised. For sure. Initial plan was to just shake her hand or give her hug, but ML will kill me if that were to happen. So, I bought the super-hot-lady-of-the-night an accessory box, one that looks like a cupcake! In order to mengeluarkan kreativity yg hebatku, I made her a birthday card! super proud please. Value of the present dah increased by tenfold! No pictures were taken, sadly. She was pretty that night and trust me, hardly anyone will believe she's single, once again girlfriend's sister.. happy birthday! :)

And that was also the night.. I can't control my jealousy and also that stupid game came into my life. Shit man.

A burger

2010-07-31T20:46:00.000-07:00

Basshunter - Saturday

Is gonna be the first day of the week, and is gonna be a new fresh week. Its been a really tough week for both of us, with all the misunderstanding, disagreements and doubts.. that's what couples face anyways, there are always ups and downs in relationship (lucky mine always up!) So honey, I'm sorry and I'm sure you are sorry as well, I believe our ups will return soon, do you? ;-D

This happened last 2 weeks I guess, lady orc, gay lord, sampat sis and I went to Euro Deli for lunch. Rick wanted to try the 'bad burger' contest, so we were his cheerleaders. His initial comment was "aiya, I CONFIRM can finish pls! this is nothing to me, you should know it very well hock wee." I kept silent and laughed out loud in my heart.

So this is it.. The Biggest Meanest Burger in town!

The participant

and his very own cheerleaders

For obvious reasons, he can't finish it in time. Maybe without the time limit, he could, but I bet he won't touch burger for a year. Minimum.

Went Erica's house after that, it's been a long time since my last fatty visit. 4 new born, all fat and healthy.. and loves to play catching. Stayed for awhile and head home after that.

May Ling

driving skill 2/10 --> 4/10 lvl up!

bravery 4/10 --> 5/10 lvl up!

;-D

New appearance

2010-07-29T05:40:00.000-07:00

Jason Castro - Let's just fall in love again

After all the down I experienced that night, everything just popped back up the next day. A good continuation I presumed.

Just that one small tiny little bits that annoys me. That disturbance just won't go away since day 1. I believe, I trust every words You're saying. Just that insecurity of mine won't let me have my peace in mind, the feeling of losing Someone special is just unbearable and also, it turned me this way.. a shitty stalker that soon-to-be (hopefully not) a control freak boyfriend.

I'm sorry for that I invaded your privacy again. It won't happen again, promise. Let's just hope it ends when the phone call is made.

I SUCK NOW PLS!

That's the sad near end part of the story, but here's the happy start of the day.

JENG JENG JENG!!

An evolved version of my girl. Short hair orc lady! She claimed that it doesn't suit her, but I thought otherwise. Is like a restart button to fall in love with her again! It took a big courage for her to do so, although I kept telling her it was easy and all to just chop it off and I knew I was being tough on her. Yet, she did it. I'm seriously freaking proud of you! You've just increased your bravery level by 1 points.

There are different attribute to every character in every RPG games. Wonder what's that girl's stats?

May ling

nickname - anything gotta do with Monster

bravery - 3/10 ---> 4/10 lvl up!

potong skill - 9/10

driving - 2/10

kissing - 10/10

eating - 8/10

killer move - "don't touch me!"

hehehe *love*

I'm hungry

2010-07-27T12:14:00.000-07:00

Just myself

Is 4am now.. The rain just stopped an hour ago. It rained well, brings comfort to everyone's sleep, who doesn't like to sleep during rainy days?

and I could hardly sleep.

My current mind thoughts are, 'what mistake on earth did I made till I'm punished this way'. I swear this is one of the most heart breaking things I've ever experienced. Well.. the most actually. Some might call it Karma, if it is so, I truly deserve it.

From time to time, instinct alerted me something was going to happen. I choose to ignore it. Sometimes words don't come easy as it seems, but each time I indirectly question, the answers were always comforting.

I've really tried everything to forget this piece of shit right now because the surrounding of it is beautiful. I hate myself for constantly thinking the unnecessary, each and every time, is because I love you so much and I don't want you to disappear for the rest of my life.

Sometimes, when we love someone, we're being really stingy, no? If there's actually people who's willing to share his wife/daughter, please let me know. The ones that were actually stupid enough to do so were those MBs from the past during the Nabi era. Sometimes, we just want him/her all by ourselves. That's life.. a normal one. Have you ever come across, choosing your friends of both sides? You want to have both, but both of them won't allow you to do so. Any choice you made will hurt one, sounds familiar? Is unfair, there's no win-win situation.

Because of this, I let down my pride and chose to avoid this situation cause one lost is always better than two. Now.. this thought of mine is fading..

and I hate myself for hurting myself,

because of love.

Yet, I won't give You up,

because of love as well.

Study life begun

2010-07-19T04:20:00.000-07:00

Train - Soul sister

Ahh school reopened again, time for books and time for the bed to get rust again!

Chosen my timetable & is pretty gay. Actually, damn gay! I hope I've some motivation to track back where I left in VU this time, said once before but it failed as usual. Chosen my time with my old study partner, hopefully his existence will push me like old times.

Oh and thanks to those that called and texted, appreciated it!

Over the holidays.. did nothing much except reading books and work, didn't have much fun though, regretted! TZ found a job for me, given last minute.. 5 hours to decide. Working under an outsourcing company for Maxis, $150 per day. CHAK CHIN!

Stationed at UM (government = assholes), 80% I was malay! 1 m'sia is a joke. A failure indeed, their usual nature. My boss was a chinese, he was nice and jokes a lot, colleague was nice also.. both taught me a lot of 'stuff'. Basically my job was just promote a type of reload, I'm start walking around at peak hours! End of the month, $1050 - $150 - $100 = $800 for 1 sam.. guess enough to survive for 1 1/2 month gua, depending how much Lady Orc eats. Dont look down at her sexy belly, she's a monster when it comes to food.

Another new study life, will try to work hard & play hard as well! There's so many that I wanna watch before my classes actually start.

Random

2010-07-06T06:43:00.000-07:00

Edward maya - Stereo love

This is how fierce my orc can be when she's mad. She's the brown and the innocent cat's like me. Terrifying, pure terror.

On the other hand, I just realised she's macam this model.. back front left right! O.O"

GG. The curvy, sexy legs, tan skin, the upper arms.. all the same! If she wears this, I've this feeling that I'm totally out of her league.

Therefore, I'm gonna encourage You to wear macam aunty more often hehe! My sweetheart.

Girlfriend's birthday

2010-06-29T23:41:00.000-07:00

Ruo Ying - Hou Lai

I can't sleep. Shit. Having the same nightmare for the past few days, the worst was.. it actually resembled the reality in the coming months. I'm afraid, who wouldn't?

19/6 was the day.. her big day, a day where she realised that she's one step closer becoming an aunty (don't kill me). It was May Ling's 20th.

Like I mentioned in the previous post, we went to Curve for sushi. Apparently there's only one sushi restaurant in mind although I knew she wants to try others besides sushi, right girl? I picked her up, wanted to surprised her with flowers but obviously Hock Wee failed big time when it comes to surprises.

Bought her lily, she likes it. Good to hear.

This is the most awesome-ness sushi to me right now! unagi the best. She didn't enjoy much though, more like she's looking at me enjoying myself. To compensate the failure of mine, I brought her for ice-cream.

Before we left.

"HARRR? like that saja?"

"good enough lar." what's her wish? gosh.. I realised I forgot to ask her. So what's it dear?

At least we went home with a smile on her face, I dah satisfied. We rest a bit, then off to piramid to have dinner with her collegemates.

Her Help collegemates. The girl beside her is a korean! and.. "Rachel ahem ahem"

The pretty looking cake kena happily chopped by her! evil kan?

I must admit, if she didn't ban me for uploading all the so-called-ugly pictures of hers (which I think none of them are, but she insisted or not she won't talk to me), I would show you more funny pictures.. like the above, just imagine her with that pose!

Her camera broke down right after dinner, used my phone for further picture takings.

Although not much pictures were taken with me, but well.. being a camera-man seeing her happy smiling is good enough for me. =)

Last,

This is the only picture.. for the entire day, the one that I treasure the most.

Both of us smiling naturally..

If previously, we weren't that big headed,

I wouldn't regret each time I'm thinking of you right now.

After all these years,

is there anyone that could you not feeling lonely?

后来，I finally learnt how to love,

but you've been taken away. Forever.

后来，I finally learnt understand with tears,

there's no turning back no matter how you want it.

So people, treasure everything around you. You can actually feel the difference when that person is not around you. That's what I'm feeling right now! But she's alive, just that she's far far away from me.

Exam week

2010-06-26T01:34:00.000-07:00

Soundless

I know, I can smell it too.. my blog is dying. Anyways, now I'm back! The most hectic nerding week of Monash just passed, everyone must be enjoying to the max right now ya! that is.. before the result releases.

My lady orc just left to last night, leaving me behind like a lone wolf for 2 weeks! is time for me to have my 'bachelor fun' hoho.. just joking, I'm loyal and innocent, you know it!

Talk about finals, I would say, chances of me passing all papers are unlikely this time, although I swore that I will do better this semester. CR awfully killed everyone I know! I don't wanna see that 'flying wanton' lecturer, she never fails to pissed me each week. Arghh lets forget about studies for now shall we? don't think how, don't think 'what-if'.. just enjoy the moment, the rest of the holidays.

During the study week, these were the locations me and my girl camped..

my place

Also our first time cooking together! our egg banyak fail. She's improving from what I heard, looks like the 'future wife' program works after all.

School

Tengok her face, she was like that when she saw a monkey and a banana.

Lucky for her, her last paper ended the day before her birthday! and as for me, 2 more papers to go.. My initial plan was to ditch her for lunch and have dinner only due to coming next paper, but the guilt of darkness for leaving her alone was so strong that.. 'each time I stop reading a paragraph, her name appeared in my mind'! yup that imba. So Curve we went.

will update soon with Lady Orc's Birthday.

yup, she's my girl!

My first post!

2010-06-18T07:19:00.000-07:00

If you are going to fall in love with me, it's only fair that you know what you are falling in love with.

You are falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession with trying to figure out what everybody thinks of me.

You are falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession.

You fall in love with my troubled past, and my hopes and dreams, and how I'm a hopeless romantic at heart.

If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me.

But, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when I'm with you, the way i'll text you in the morning just telling you I hope you have a great day.

You’re falling in love with the occasionally humorous and/or thought-provoking things I say, and the way I blush when people ask me about you. But to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me.

Happy birthday to me! (:

love, and always be loved by Him.

By Hock Wee's little sweetheart, May Ling.

For a while

2010-05-28T00:46:00.000-07:00

Muse - Love is forever

Yeah, the music was so good that it became my study song. I played it over and over again till my girl got bored of it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MTvgnYGu9bg

even the MV is cool, changed my thoughts of Twilight. All this while, I thought it would sissy if a guy watches it.

I'm not supposed to blog or fb now, but I'm just sick of AIS now.. I bet most of them will scream 'hell yeah' with me. Now is my official self-declared-break while waiting to wake my girl up.

Got some pictures from my girl, they were taken few weeks back when we are still in assignment fever, now EVERYONE is in finals fever. Ain't this great? 2 weeks after all the hectic assignments, here comes our RM4k++ papers.

Outing kat Midvalley

Belum sampai..

She loves to camhore

(dont kill me)

Kat kenny rogers

She wanted a kiss..

So I delivered my best kiss!

Happy end of the day.

Till now, we have our ups and downs, well.. mostly ups! =)

Stress

2010-05-22T00:19:00.000-07:00

Muse - Love is forever

One day.. just one day I need to release all this. The beach, the gentle wind, the soft white sand & the calm wave will be the perfect spot for me. All I can do now, is to keep and keep it all.

*scream!*

Anyone experience the same thing as me, give me a hell yeah!

Lucky there is alternative solution.. my girl's smile, laugh and herself. You sad, I will be sadder. You happy, I will be happier.

Able to start count down soon

i) Finals

ii) Special one's b'day

iii) Good bye

Random

2010-05-13T08:47:00.001-07:00

-syok sendiri-

whosee that pretty one?!

Mole

2010-05-09T11:21:00.000-07:00

-Silent night-

I have the urge to write this out in order to continue my revision. Someone has been really pissing me off lately.

Limit of the thousand hands,

respectful hand that able to touch the darkness;

shooting hard that able to reflect the blue sky,

the roar that bask in light;

the wind that ignites the embers;

the time that gathers when both are together,

There is no need to hesitate, obey my order.

light bullet;

eight bodies;

nine item;

book of heavens;

diseased treasure;

great wheel;

grey fortress power,

aim far away,

scatter brightly and cleanly when fired,

hadou 91,

Senjyu Kouten Taihou.

disperse that 'Mole' into nothingness please!

Imagine I could do that, how cool would that be. Please give up on whatever you trying to do now, because there is no way I will allow you to win. She is my treasure that I will hold on tightly.

*ps : you can also give up thinking I'm gonna give her up.

Question of the day

2010-05-07T06:06:00.001-07:00

Britney Spears - Telephone

FB - "had an awesome day with monstrous May Ling"

That says it all. Had chili pan-mee for lunch - a swift momo session - Ip Man 2 - 1 round Daytona - piggyback ride - a 15 min rest on her lap. Shall call it a lovely day.

Time moved quicker whenever I want it to be slow, like have you ever been in a situation where you just want more time to be alone with your love ones? Happens to me almost every time I'm with her, sadly. Talk about time, we passed our first month smoothly! Although there are ups and downs, but I'm still improving, and I believe so do you!

Alright, as for today's topic:

Why her? Compared to all your other girl friends, how different is she?

I'm a guy and I'm not going to lie, her physical appearance scores one point above others. To me, her round shinny eyes are her main arsenal. I like her smell, sweat or no, it still smells good to me, that's why I sniff her hand every morning. Her hair, typical long straight hair, till now.. I realised any hairstyle will do her just fine. Her long sexy legs, it was eye catchy for the first few weeks, but now.. they just made me drool. Her warm body and her body size make good hugs to better. Her KISS, oh gosh.. BEYOND GODDESS-like please!

Next! Her characteristic. She is a MONSTER! rawrrrr~ Ok, that was a joke.. oh wait, partly was a joke. The amount she eats, is insanely abnormal. I like to hear her laughter each and every time I made a joke, with the add on of "don't touch me!", I laughed as well. Unlike other girls, exclude Rachel and Wukai, she bombs me as well, but her 'bomb' will turn to laughter for both of us and I don't know why. Her famine side, gosh.. THIS one makes me want her more! She doesn't hide her feelings, she just express it out honestly. Where other girls feel shy wanting to know something, she doesn't. She is able to tolerate my sampat-ness and sometimes she goes sampat together with me. She is not a strong religious person, that's why we could cha other religion/races, MBs to be exact. She being very thoughtful so far, always sees my capability before requesting something. She is the sticky type of girlfriend, that's why I feel closer to her than any other girls. Only her, I can read her mind sometimes, and I could lan si her after that. She loves hugs, kisses and momo, totally fulfill a man's needs. Her smile somehow brings peace to my mind. Her night wishes able me to sleep more like a pig. EVERYDAY.

Okay, appearance + character.. OWNED others like 'azura striking a peladin without armor'. What more could I ask for?

Air is just filled with oxygen and stuff, invisible yet is important;

You filled the love in the air, invisible yet is important to me.

tasty~!

yummmmmmmz

2010-04-23T07:57:00.000-07:00

Soundless

I nak pengsan ni! It was a freaking hectic week.

Past few weeks' achievements were..

-AIS assignment

(thanks to the assignment, I had a lovely time with Her)

-comp rep midterm

(thanks to Joanna & James, without you guys, I'm a goner!)

-CI assignment

(thanks to Joanna, she did most of the calculation)

-MoMo sessions

(thanks to Her, I'm on my way to perfection)

I did learn some lessons too! First, don't pissed my girl off, she could bite your nose off and feed it to my neighbour's dog. Second, study study study company reporting or I will see that bloody flying wanton next semester again. Third, be strong.

Oh, had my birthday with Her only. Shortly said, I had a really good time, not because of the food we ate, not because of the time we spent, not because you paid for my lunch.. It was the atmosphere you created while together with me. I heart you. =)

9 is my lucky no.

2010-04-15T05:39:00.000-07:00

Britney Spears - Bombastic Love

Just been a week, I must say being single isn't that fun anymore. Some might say, is too early to say that, but We have confident to overcome that, hopefully. You get to hear people saying this time to time

"single okay what! no pressure no commitment, get to do whatever I like."

Yes memang you get to escape all of those, but you are missing out one important feeling, being loved. Not puppy, but a real one by someone who is there every time you need him/her.

When I'm completely yours and you are mine,

and is going to be exactly like in the movie;

When we fall in love just like the first time,

and hope the feeling is going no where.

Paiseh, I'm not good at this! but is made for you.. =)

Sem Break

2010-04-06T04:56:00.000-07:00

Westlife - Fool again

Fri & Sat

Went on a hike with Wukai's gang to start off my sem break. It was at Gunung Datuk, Melacca, took off around 6pm from Monash and reached dinner place around 10pm.. the driver was actually eating 'gua zi' while driving! effing perilous. He made scared the shit of me & Ziyan 2 times while doing that bus-way-of-U-turn.

Dinner was so-so, every seafoods were fresh from sea and it was ridiculously cheap (dad would love that place). After that, supposedly we head to the beach for a short nap, but due to the constant leftover water dripped from the tree above, I couldn't shut my brain completely. Of course, there were bunch of noise coming from the Wukai's gang who seems to be only ones had lots fun. Me? I was enjoying shore with the little waves and the stars above. Picked up a shell which has a awesomely smooth back and definitely, a gift to the lucky one.

Around 2am, we were all ready up for the hike but the bus broke down in just a few feet from the origin.. F.A.I.L.E.D gao gao. And again, we batu-ed for 2 hours while awaiting for the new bus from KL to arrive.

And around 6, we reached to the Granpa's mountain. To summaries it, there were 43 participants in our group and I was the 4th to reached the top! *bangga* While others starting to slow down, Ziyan & I caught up and our motivation to keep us going without falling back --- 'flying wanton aunty'. Each time we saw a rock, we rest.. and when we were able to see the aunty's head, we quickly put everything away and resume, call us kiasu but who likes losing to a middle age aunty? Rainee was 2nd, guess her parents feed her petrol instead of milk! -.-

At the peak, the scene was beautiful and definitely worth my sweat. Only picture I had so far -

Joanna & Jack

Sherene, Renee, Me, Wukai, Ziyan

And going down was the SHIT man! seriously, I pokai-ed every 5 minutes! Booo.. Head back after, lots of funny conversation in between with the bus driver, apparently those MBs tried to con his RM200 for the delay. Min was my newly met friend there, simple way to describe her - a pro stalker.

Head back after that, didn't know the time cause I was dead asleep. Once reached Monash, dinner with parents and off to Midvalley to meet up the Brotherhood. I swear I could break toothpicks with my almost-shut-eyes. Not much topics with them but it was still fun seeing them all happy, what excites me was part of Rachel's story, hehe! Foos with her boyfriend (pro) and off to home for my Arsenal's game. Forget about Fabregas or Arshavin, you are my hero Bendtner!

90+4 min goal that made me shouted like a mad dog!

Sun

Coffee Bean to nerd with the scary black Monster. Quite productive though, AIS dah gao dim! Had the best pork chop so far for dinner.

Mon

Did some research for AIS assignment in the morning and off to Midvalley at noon. Had my first experience at a premier class cinema, it was superb cool especially if you enter in duo. Seats were good and it was spacious but the movie we watched was a major disappointment. Yet I bet you enjoyed my warmness! =P

If you are a fan of just-monster-killing scenes, like young Rick, then you will find it good. If not, then please don't watch, not worth your penny.

Tues

-I promise I will not let you fall if you are on my sight,

so ~~relax and chill please~~, dont worry-

Is a promise from me, a strong one. Coined at 06-04-2010.

(realised something, 6+4=10.. can buy toto no. yay!)

With her

2010-03-31T05:00:00.000-07:00

FFX - To Zanarkand

Went on a date with incredible hulk (rawrrr!) at 1u several days ago. Trust me, although many casual outings with her, but once agreed on an official date.. stress from nowhere will appear somehow.

Sadly, GSC was closed due to some technical problem.. seemed like a fire occurred last night. When TGV instead, and Daybreaker was our final call. While awaiting for our movie, wanted to have lunch at TGI since it was a friday.. but well, I cant have my eyes of Dave's 50% pasta off!

I had spaghetti and hers was olive oil. Apparently the monster doesnt eat cheese.. and meatballs. First time tengok a real monster doesnt eat meat hor? exchanged most of my seafoods for her meatballs.. poor prawns!

The movie was somewhat okay.. lots of vampires but I wouldn't recommend you to watch cause none of the vampires are sexy. Just when we are about to leave, ngam-ngam the next movie was showing.. on the spot! so we sneaked in to another theater to watch How to Train a Dragon. A suitable movie to guide me how to tame the monster beside me, hehe.

Watched half way, the monster fell asleep.. failed! We went off and had Mcd for dinner near her place. She suggested that we eat in the car cause is romantic, so we actually did it.. and yeah it was a bit I guess, since it was the first for both of us.

It rained then, and sigh.. I didnt finish my task being a 1-day-gentleman to shield her from the rain. Next day, she went penang with fever and asthma. I damn phailed, seriously. Hopefully, you had fun, cause it was one great day for me.

The one with semi formal

Pig & Monster

(my eyesss why begitu kecil lar?)

Belanja me pls!

2010-03-24T05:03:00.000-07:00

Canon (piano duo)

Had my 4th BR ice-cream with freakishly-huge-green-monster-that-bites.. for free! is wednesday, besides movie day, BR has this 'pink day'.. 2 scoops of ice-cream in 1 price. But heck, I thought it was buy 1 free 1 tim.. -.-" words banyak misleading for newbie.

Was forced to wear pink with her, she obviously enjoyed it but image of my manly-ness dah jatuh banyak level , but since it was on her, aku pun satisfy.. hehe!

Juniors were hilariously stunned when I showed them a small light to achieve HD in something just now. There was a online quiz going on, I gave them tips on how they should work it out together but sadly, not all took it seriously. Of course, those that followed gained full benefit out of it, with my awesomely-speedy-tab-to-tab skill which made the whole process speedup.. each and every one of them got full marks! CONGRATS! and of course..

if Rick was there, definitely, something like this will pop out "hockwee does thing for free? impossible!" and hell yeah, he is freaking right!

Debts

(self reminder purpose)

Incredible Hulk - supposedly RM50, but my 1st attempt failed, so depreciated by RM20 (killer blow).. but settled through ice-cream just now, in cute way.

Ah yun - Bah Kut Teh on her next tuesday!

Yi wen - a free coupon for lunch whenever me and my sister like~

Michelle - Also, 1st attempt dah succeed. Another free lunch coupon on her!

'Loud' girl - I've forgotten her name, but since she was super active with all the 'WAHLAU, you are a God!' and 'I am starting to fall in love with you', I named her 'Loud'! She was the most chilling one when it comes to money, it went like this..

after 1st attempt -> aiks, sorry didnt hit 100%.. if you wanna do again, I charge double.

after 2nd attempt -> finally! okay you owe me..errm, at least Rm80 meal. cool?

she AGREED, like seriously no joke! wtf.

my sis first reaction when she saw me, "Yorrr gor! dont con young girls please.".. and I countered with, "you follow me la, they will belanja you also." succeed and OWNED! So, am I lucky or what?!

Busy Saturday

2010-03-23T07:34:00.000-07:00

Maksim - Croatian Rhapsody

Last Saturday was quite a night for me. 3 events, 2 were in joy & laughter, 1 was in silent & cold. To sum up, I experienced lots of new stuffs.

Went to Szeyun's 21st birthday party, due to my laziness and budget-ness.. I didn't drive. Blue Cow if I'm not mistaken, much similar to Euro Deli. On the way there was a killer, the driver almost got into an accident and also almost cause an accident..

B'day girl and I.. she was too tall.

and.. with the driver!

"hmmm..."

Bu4 group that actually attended

Chicks of the night! check out the gray and white..

Food was good, but apparently the rest complained it wasn't fresh. Met a new friend there, yunz's boyfriend. Sadly, before I could even see the gorgeous b'day blew her candle, I terpaksa leave.. I SHOULD HAVE DRIVE DAMMIT!

We went to Pn. Lee's funeral ceremony next. I really didnt wanna go as I was forced to. It was my first experience to see someone no longer alive right in front of my eyes. My father usually quite patang me to see stuff like this.. well, he was protecting me I guess? But yeah, something new. Although she taught me 1 year of science, but you are still a teacher in my heart, thank you and rest in peace.

Saw bunch of old highschool friends, good to know all of them look the same. oh ohh, the 2nd person that said I look like 潘纬柏! YES and PAISEH, bangga.

Argghh, went for Mabel's birthday party after that. Ivan tried to take another route.. we werent lost but we made a big big big round. Reached about 45 min later and almost everyone was gone except the ACCA gang. Played a round of poker and the bed was all mine.

Tomorrow, I'm forced to wear PINK by the Monster.. sigh, hopefully not many see me in this.

Nasi lemak with 7th

2010-03-23T07:12:00.000-07:00

Muse - Uprising

Last week, Ainin aka my '7th lao po' came back to town. Apparently she got downgraded from 3rd to 7th due to her misbehavior, lol. Anyways, went back to our usual spot for nasi lemak with the same gang again.

"leave me alone!"

the one that never fails to bring a camera every time!

with my 7th lao po

ps- darn Chelsea sucks!

pss -hopefully her bf doesnt chop me to pieces..

Best friend err.. tried to measure a girl's boobs?

People!

Come back more often and makan nasi lemak with us alright? And please dont wear Chelsea, they play lausy football.

Assignment day!

2010-03-17T08:25:00.000-07:00

Timbaland ft Katy Parry - If we ever meet again

Just handed up my assignment this morning, is the 3rd week and heck, we had assignments already. Done most of it with Jo, and thanks for the food!

College was fairly entertaining so far, excluding those boring lectures' talks. Chicks are everywhere again, meeting up old friends and of course, beans bag.

Ahh, the beans bag..

With it anywhere, I can sleep soundly..

Randomness

Tried dodgeball few days back, best release tension sports man! please people, boys and girls, if you have the chance, please try.. And as for movies, watched 'Remember Me' with MayLing today, apparently she is a fan of that twilight dude, she suggested to watch. All I can say is, it was a bloody good act by him, totally opposite from that lame twilight.

That girl banyak pretty!

Kitwah's 21st

2010-03-10T04:14:00.000-08:00

Muse - Knight of Cydonia (21/21 live)

Attended Kitwah birthday dinner last week, his house is located far far way from the main road, foolish me who requested him to give me direction through the phone instead of him driving over to lead me up.

Rachel and I reached were the early ones among the Brotherhood, we batu-ed while waiting for others with our lok lok. Talked about food, more than half of it kena sapu-ed by kitwah's friend before we can even get our hands on it.

It was another typical home party, bunch of brothers from everywhere, not to mention some of their girlfriends are actually quite hot. Kitwah's twin brother, gosh.. not only they look identical, the way they communicate pun sama, LIKE SERIOUS the same.

Alan appeared not long after that and when we are about to enjoy ourselves in Kitwah's room with his awesome ps3.. the place got hijacked by people DURING the birthday singing session, tsk tsk. Good thing was all the brotherhood member arrived, then that's when the fun begun.

Rachel introduced beer games, sadly we cant play any pro-games cause some of us cant drink much, like me or worst, none, Alan. We played 'ya yat' instead, those who 'chao da' had to drink half a cup and as for Alan, he had to drink a full load 100plus.

Rick was the the first one who potong steam, as always, K.O in just a few rounds. Next one was Feng, apparently he puked after a few cups of beers after liquor. Whereas Alan, drank at least 4 cans of 100plus, HAHAHA. The rest was okay.

rachel, doug's girl, douglas, alan, me

rick, kitwah, feng

Each time when ah Nee talks about her college life with her friends, it reminds me each time of the Help's old school Brotherhood without fail. Tough luck for Wukai as she couldnt make it this round. Oh, is coming close to our 3 years anniversary.. Love ya guys! Remember those face, potential being part of my 'brothers' on my Big day.

As for the side story for today, again.. went uni just for the sake of studying for a few hours. Can you imagine this? But well, all ended well with an entertainment. Went and watched..

Alice in wonderland

Drove all the way to 1u with Mayling after lunch, gosh! she is another Rachel when it comes to food.. Surprisingly it was our first 3D experience! The movie was just okay, somehow could predict how will the movie flows, she almost fell asleep too. Guess we should go for romance or horror next time ya?

Gay's 21st

2010-03-06T04:58:00.000-08:00

Yimura - 1315's Improvisation B

It was Gay Chuan's 21st last friday, no mistakes.. that's his name, 'Gay' and 'Chuan'. Dinner was held in Full House, Piramid at 6.30pm but my class started at 8am. I didnt wanna waste petrol going back and forth, so I stayed in college.

Thankfully Ivan, ah Yun and her friends were there to teman me or not I will be cursing my stupidity for budgeting. It was the end of my first week in college as well, was surprisingly not bad at all. Similar to Sue, spotted my 1/2 euro lookalike chick on my first day. Library is somewhat different from last sam, few extra sofas and computers' graphic are greater than mine. So that's where all bits and bits of our $14k tuition fees went..

As for the lecturers, two of them are boring 'flying wantan'.. is just the first week of their class and I'm having feeling that I might do poorly for the following weeks. As for the less, girls are more than guys for all subjects, lucky me, again.

Alright, back the topic, class ended at 11am, went to Sun Uni with Yun and May (pretty one with shinny eyes). Then best friend gave us a ride back to Monash after a visit cause the girls were afraid of the ultraviolet radiation, that's my buddy! Played poker online with Yang till my sis came and off we went to Piramid.

sis's first ride in my '911'

Had a short chatting session with appetizer

then we played Daytona. I had to face that bloody coin changer, felt like bashing him up all over again. You know what happen on my last visit?

....

"eh, can you fix this matter or else refund? that guy didnt wanna help"

"yorr, nah nah nah.. take it, play finish already then go"

WTH? he spoke it in a rude and loud tone. Okay that was the past, so this time, I chose 'auto' transmission to avoid a deja vu but in return, I got my ass screwed. After 3 rounds, dinner time!

Place was huge and pretty!

Birthday boy, ~~Gaylord~~ Gay Chuan

Since we were the early birds, we syok sendiri while waiting for the complete arrival.

Gosh, I looked like a complete retard here. Look at their outfit, then look at mine; they are like attending a ballroom dinner, and I'm like heading for a road trip, hehe.

Here, the salesladies were laughing their ass off when we tried my-olds-chool dance. It seems to me that my dance moves were burned deep inside Rick's memory till he could perform better than me now. According to him, I used to annoy him with this.

After 'drinks' and cina-style makan cup 'mee',

I 'rest' on my big chair and 'smoke'.

Ways of posing with a car. Rick tried lan yeng, and it was enough to catch chicks' glance, as for my sis, Woohoo~!

The white dudes tried to show off their hairy legs! and check out the siblings quarrel, looks damn real please.

After the photo session, without our awareness, everyone was on their seats already. Rick's B.B.F snatched one of our seats, cant blame him, cause the best friend bond with Rick was so strong till nothing could separate them. Let me intro, Lap Yen.

2 rows of tables, I heard 30-40 people. Surprisingly it fitted ngam ngam the amount of VU and Monash students, but each table had their own groupies and no one was willing to go around and start with a hi. Had my mushroom spaghetti, it was okay but the attraction was the 'bubble explosion tea', recommended by Erica.

Monash and VU people, sad to say.. VU had all the chicks! As for Monash, my sis and elaine ftw!

Dont ask, I was forced.

Met Jimmy's girl and my ass is huge here! CNY is a butt killer!

Rick: Good, that is good.

Took with Erica's special camera, the one where you snap once then the photo comes out but it is in black at first, you have to fleng har fleng har till the photo picture pops out. Look at her, the camera is as big as her face, how cute. oh.. Where am I? which is the best I will see me there.

Ahem Ahem.. for the above others. And the black shirt girl had her eyes on Rick for a couple of times, so he stepped forward and requested to take picture with her. Her looks kind reminds me of Munling, but of course, my 'daughter' is x10 cuter.

The last surpassing all others! A legend.

Happy birthday to gay gay~

A desperate face to pay the bill of RM800+

Before we head home, we syok sendiri for the 2nd time. This time, everyone in the restaurant was smiling and laughing at us.

All the individual pose

Then the group

Thanks for the invite and hope you had great night with us. Happy birthday dude.

Singapore Gathering

2010-03-03T05:38:00.000-08:00

Lady Gaga - Bad Romance

Went to Singapore by air last weekend, it was my first time taking a bus to LCCT and I must say.. the bus driver took the 'reach-in-time' motto pretty seriously. He departed and reached to the destination precisely on time, no joke.

There was a wedding going on, bride was my dear cousin. See, Singapore regulations stated that only marriage couples under law could take a government flat ownership. My cousin, Caixin.. wanted stay independently ever since she finished her degree, so she was actually 'married' several years ago.

She and her husband worked their ass off to buy themselves a room. In just a few years time, she overwhelmed her colleagues and the company decided to improve her technical knowledge and paid for her Master's. Studying again? she had allowance to cover her installments and expenses as well, who would deny such an offer. Seems like she is moving towards to PhD after her masters, well, of course the company is paying.

Apparently this wedding was an official notice and what amazed me was, the bill was under her and her husband name only, no family financial support involved. It was a 6 star hotel and there were 35 tables, 1 table cost around 1,200 SD.. will let you do the math.

The bride, Caixin aka Vivian

Upon my arrival at Singapore, we actually had to take rail from east to west, took us around 1 hour to reach my cousin's area. Finally a reunion after 6 long years, appearance and characteristic still remain the same, not much changes.. differences are, the dude shaved and the lass became a mother. Shoppings, chicks and dishes to fill our stomach were all we did on my first day.

The next day, which was the wedding day.. I overslept. ONLY me, damn paiseh. I missed out 'the sisters torture the brothers' part, sadly cause that's the main entertainment. Apparently I was told that 4 people tried to wake me up but none came close to me cause they were afraid I will unconsciously bash them in return. -.-'

" 嗨老婆，我爱你！so 我应该可以进吧？"

lim teh session, got my 12 SD here!

With the ah Pin's baby, apparent he loves me.. VERY MUCH!

(my hair damn ugly, how?)

Still a long way for me to do this, enjoy this moment until the day comes

The family

Went to check out Singapore CC after that, while the girls went to do their hair and dressed up for the dinner session. Conclusion is, I'm very much satisfy with m'sia CC. Despite having old fashion huge monitor and time-calculating system that was used in m'sia ages ago, Singapore road traffic act and road user's courtesy OWNED m'sia BIG TIME!

Their 'shit man! you are speeding' is actually 90-100km/h. Their 'ehh, too close too close' is actually 5 feet away from the car in front. Government train them well, for at least this type of mindset won't cause unnecessary road accident, unlike m'sia.. Oh, people there have the right to cross the road despite is a green light for the car to move, unlike m'sia..

on our way to the hotel

In the couple's room, the room is effing stylish, top rated.

(chop of ma hair!)

The duo's grand entrance & private table, how lovely.

The food was good but the set menu was very much cliche. During my time, I will make sure crabs and ayam rendang are included. Had my first white wine here, surprisingly I find it better than red wine. No chicks around, if there are, definitely older than me. Someone did caught my eyes that night though, the photographer! hehe, she was smoking hot and her english was Carmen-ish.

Pictures time!

Relatives and the baby that slept soundly

With the lovely couples, just before we head home.

I seriously wanted to experience Singapore's club after that cause I heard there will definitely be no dissatisfaction or regards. Mournfully, my bro is under age and my cousin was shy to enter with his hair. We planned for another game, head to the city to look for a 24 hours CC, again we drove home with disappointment.

Fever, headache, cold and soar throat all hit me together on the next day. Maybe I'm allergy to white wine, is that even possible? Skipped breakfast and lunch, not the usual me, and we head to the airport. This time, with better hospitality, my aunt sent us to the airport. Had my another 'first' again, I lay and slept on the airport floor! =P

I hate goodbyes, seriously. I might not able to see them for a long long time, maybe during one of our weddings? who knows. It was a pleasant weekend for me although I came back with unsound condition, but most importantly, it puts a smile on my face..

CNY 2010

2010-02-23T03:36:00.000-08:00

Vinylshakerz - One night in Bengkok

Chinese New Year, where all Chinese have gatherings, meet ups and angpao spree.

Me?

In front of the work desk, WTH?.. Sadly, I was honored for being one of the one tenth of the Chinese that came for the attendance. To make my week much worst, my 美女 was on her sweet holidays too. Oh, and about her comeback, her hair turned goddess-like! felt like I'm falling for her all over again. Oh my~

Yesterday was the termination of my contract, my 'kakak' actually belanja-ed me Mcd after my lunch. I asked for pie ONLY, but somehow.. she bought me the whole Mc-chicken set + pie! Haha, how cute! thanks lot.

Farewell? All I got was Rm50 a token of appreciation for being part of the crew and of course, my 美女's add. *smiley face*

Went to my sister's house last saturday, this time.. I dah pro, tak ada sesat jalan. Stopped by my other sister's house to collect angpao then off we go!

When we reached, Erica was still in her pajamas! and hell lots of relatives stayed over her house over the weekends but sadly, none with the reds.. sigh!

We chatted, gambled, and played with 'Fatty'. Picture will do the talk.

Sabrina mui with Skinny and Rick transformed from Gaylord to Animal Bangers, tsk tsk.

Where is my Fattyyyy!!

Ahh there you are. He loves me.

Food of the Day by Erica's mom, I love the ikan bilis.

Ignore that face, check out the rice!

Who are they starring? Me of course.

The white one tried to challenge me to a dota quiz fight.

The kids, all manyak cute right? The pink on my right was my 'right hand' for blackjack. Apparently she thinks I'm Erica's uncle. =/

Heck, what you doing Rick? Seems like he got high over touching Fatty's fur.

Nice one!

Had a great time whenever my mui muis are around. See ya girls soon!

By the way, sorry Don, HY, ACCA people, Zjin, Tricia & couz for ffk-ing all of your gatherings and meet ups, blame the work.. blame standard chartered.

Gotta fly to Singapore for couz's wedding! wheeee~

Political analysis

2010-02-20T20:02:00.001-08:00

Musicless

Before the main topic..

Have you ever thought that whatever you are describing to someone, surely that person will get what it means?

Recently I've met this cute girl online, I teased her a little over a small issue and.. she got mad. Although she said it was nothing, but she is the type that doesnt know how to fake it. Made me realised something, I've been making fun of people A LOT lately, seemed the the bad side of me is flowing back, slowly but definitely. Past or present, whoever that feels that I went over your limits, feel free to scold me.

Okay, this will be my first political view over this 'muddy' country.

(note - this is just my uneducated opinion on this subject)

(note 2 - if you dislike racial issue, please leave)

(note 3 - if you love the government, leave too)

After the last election, obviously the government was gunned down real hard. For those of you that are not into politics (so am I), the few of the major influence opposition parties that are aiming to obtain seats in the parliament are MCA, MIC and PAS (basic!).

Base on the population statistic in m'sia, approximately 55%-60% are malay. More than half is the the brown population.. why will they lose? Simple, cause another half of the half joined the opposition. As for the orange and black, are we satisfy with the current treatment the government provide? Answer is clear and there we go, deduction of votes for them.

But that was the past, what will happen to the coming grand election? I will give an example, in a RPG game, you lost and you know is kinda impossible for you to keep moving on with your current level, you cant load the previous chapter cause you didnt 'save' it, it will take several hours to reach this stage if you restart.. but you are persistent, what else can you do?

you go http://www.cheatcc.com/ to solve your problem.

Recently, the 'cannot-use-allah' and 'anwar sodomy' cases made me wonder. As I go further, I can very much relate everything bits by bits.

1) 'cannot-use-allah' case

Everyone knows the story, they assumed only Islam can use allah. Burning churches.. hell, makes me wonder why most of the war involved islam in this civilized era. I'm a freethinker, but I know the 'allah' word came from middle east and is shared by Christians and Jews too. Another words, when islamic was spread in southeast Asia, the malays.. erm, how should I put it? COPIED it cause apparently they cant/lazy to think of any.

I wont blame those uncivilized people if they think that word is specially for them, cause that's what they have in mind for this country as well. They said, "Chinese are here to steal their resources". I say, "if no Chinese here, another Yemen is born."

From what I heard, this issue has been suppressed by our previous PM and shall not appear on the public from then. For years, WHY now?

2) 'anwar sodomy' case

I pity this dude, seriously. After being behind bars for years, he might be heading back again. He has a wife, if he wants to do it, he can do it with his wife, make sense? For his trial, there are sources of him been treated unfairly.

Instead being 'questioned or prove he is guilty', his one was "show us prove that you are not guilty". LOL, what kind of law is that? only m'sia could do it, m'sia boleh! Hmm, who provides salary and 'bonuses' for those judges. Now, out of everyone, why was he the chosen one for being accused for this nonsense?

As for the 1 & 2 cases, in my opinion, is just another ancient war tactic to turn your enemy to your ally. You see, as for case 1, I'm guessing their main objective is to create a strong bond between all malays. The need of the government is the votes of these population and victory will be theirs. As some brown skin are civilized, they just close one eye, so what the government next move? to add oil on fire, here comes the boars' head in the mosque. Yes, that's when islam will get furious and all stood by together.

They said, Christian threw those heads, but are they that stupid? If someone burned down my home, most likely I will burn down theirs too. Just boars' heads? That's too cheap but is enough to place anger on those people, but will anyone do it for FREE? I leave that for you to guess.

If Anwar, leader of opposition party consist of islams falls. So who will those directionless supporters go to, especially after this 'allah' issue?

*note - again, this is just my opinion, dont take it personally.

Now and surely, if you use cheat on games, if you cant win, you wont want the enemy to live happily ever after too, dont you?

Economist and financial analyst that are working for the government are pretty smart people. If the opposition part won, they will have control. So what happen if they have limited funds to start project which will lead to increment for jobless people, and then inflation is out of control?Normal people then will show their 'um-song-ness', and the next grand election, it will be a turning point once more.

If you have not notice, government is on their spending spree right now although the economic is on its downfall. True, in the rule of financial circular flow, we have to spend to maintain money value, but the bloody brainless morons spent it on a submarine! why the f*ck we need a submarine for?

Another retard example, the infamous RM9 billion 'pahang-selangor raw water transfer project', they were complaining that we will have shortage of water in the coming years. Therefore there is a need to proceed with this project. An additional fact I found out was, the government was ASSUMING we are using 600l water per day, and funny thing was.. an average Singaporean use only a mere 350l per day, ha ha. 9 billion, I wonder how much went into *cough* the drawer?

Another recent one, RM50 tax for credit card usage. As credit card became an essential tools for humans now, so almost every adults has one.. or more. Imagine this, 1 person RM50 1 card.. 10 million people?

You see people, everything is set up in order I must say, pretty smart. We are actually walking a path they are setting with prediction, like in a chess board. You know what pissed me off more? Majority tax paid for small businesses, not the corporate ones, are Chinese. If we dont pay, They will find problem for us. Whereas, lots.. almost all of *ahem* didnt pay at all.. maybe for years too, and they walk like a freeman. Great job You are doing right now, no wander there is a saying that you are light-years behind Singapore.

Ahh.. done. Again, is my opinion only!

New Background

2010-02-16T04:44:00.001-08:00

Kelly Chen - 大日子

Title says it all, due to getting no response from the Nerd one, or perhaps the laziness to reply, I decided to change it myself. So people, what do you think about this cute chick on the right? I got a better one with a natural smile but it couldn't fit, sadly.

Took my bloody long of my precious CNY time to google for a somewhat 'okay' background. I thought of going for long shinny legs at first, but couldn't even find a decent one, somehow the internet has this connection between nice legs and obscene body posture. Of course, I'm okay with it, but since there are actually A FEW people reading it, I've decided to hold on to the angel part of myself.

Gheez, while most of ma friends are having fun in their beloved kampungs, I've work tomorrow. Can I still have my eyes on you? Ohh wait, your answer has to be a yes cause even coffee can't do shit to prevent my eyes shut.

Found this from icanread.tumblr.com

So yeah, YOU don't need facts or steps (wth?), feel it!

Mana you lar?

Toodles!

A Gift

2010-02-13T03:48:00.001-08:00

Twins - CNY songs

Have you ever felt that you want to do 'something' or you will definitely regret for not doing it? One of the major that factors that holds up the progress is your courage.

Lol, seriously.. what's the first thing that popped in your mind when you read that?

Confession, no?

No worries, I'm still single and but not entirely available. That's not the point, what I'm about to share is.. I did something gay on Friday.

Something similar happened in the past during my studious life in Sunway. When I was waiting for the elevator, this girl came beside me.. the first glanced at her, one word. CUTE! When it was about to filled with a crowd (lazy Sunway people), she turned her back and took the stairs instead. I gazed as she went up the 2nd floor. That is where I'm heading too, wheee! As I reached, she dah hilang.. like a legend. I was about to tell my sisters about her, but as I was moving towards them, She appeared once more.. sitting at the corner unaccompanied.

I wanted to say Hi, but totally no balls. Several minutes later, her friends came.. aiyak no chance liao! Then this 'feeling' hit me, tells me that I will regret for not making this move. Luckily Rick was there, I came up with this silly idea that we dare each other to say Hi to her and her friend. After taunting each other, I went for the challenge first..

"Hello, I find you really cute"

(stunned, who wouldnt?) "thank you"

Thank god, it ended with a smile on her face cause Rick got a total opposite reaction from her friend. HAHA! From then on, we became friends and due to my short-term memory, I tend to forgot people's name in days, so I named her.. Cutie No.1.

Back to my story, valentine is around the corner right? Sadly is fallen under the weekends, 'Cho Yat' tim. Tough luck for couples eh.

I wanted to wish my 美女 happy valentines day but I cant. No flowers, no chocs, no presents. Although we had lots of eyes contacts (hope she doesnt think I m a stalker), I still dont know her name! Surprise?

I dont know.. it might not apply to many people, or maybe is just me that felt this way, if you find someone unknown so special or without an equal that caught your attention, she amuses you each time you look at her. And if you dah jadi friends liao, everything is back to normal.. as if the girl that you admire, became history.

But of course, there are girls that was imba and still remain imba. Good example, ah Nee the nerd. I'll never get tired for calling her that, hehe.

Hmm, as for my 美女.. she's hottest chick on the floor, dont play play. I like it the way we are right now, like being unknown to each other yet you know each other existence and of course, as for the girl side.. someone kat admiring you le! some girls find it scary like Sueyen (-.-"), some girls are okay with it.

Till now, I haven receive the ultra 'cool & annoyed' look from my 美女 like how Rachel did to those stalkers. So I guess she's fine.. Yay! Okay, I was given an early bath.. so I got free time, I saw what Rick was doing "ahem ahemmm" which gave me an idea of something.

The usual me, I always tend to skip the easy/beginner part and go for the advance level.. I completely got OWNED by it! Trust me, I've difficulty to complete the newbie ones as well. Never ever ever look down at something smaller than your palm. I almost gave up, then this 'feeling from the past' hit my head again.

"just do it, or you will definitely regret later"

Time was not on my side that day, I didnt complete an original by myself. Still, I handed it over to her with a wish before I make my way out. Something big just shifted off my head and I must say that I'm proud of it cause it ended up with smile on both of our face. YES! Certainly, for the up coming valentine's days when I'm not around, she will definitely remember this day.

So guys, have you ready your gift to your love ones yet?

To not confuse you people, my 美女 is not someone that I going after or to love, just for my motivation to work and sightseeing. I made a promise to myself, the next girl who receive this, originally done by me and me only,

as words don't come easy to me sometimes..

you know..

this is a way for me to say..

I love you.

Happy Valentines Day people.

CNY mood

2010-02-11T03:56:00.001-08:00

Jordin Sparks - Battlefield

Standard Chartered macam quite active during festive seasons. Competition between branches, front and back lines are required to take part. As for my floor, we split into 3 teams, mixture from different departments in a team to encourage teamwork I guess..

Days before the event, those Indians and Malays are actually 'si beh' motivated, they decorated the whole place.. whereas us Chinese, we are devoted to our job! another words.. hmm, you get my point lar. (paiseh)

The judges were suppose to reach around 5pm, so performance team took their time to rehearse. Around 2pm, one of the manager noticed that the 'Dragon' tak cukup orang.

He saw - my mind was like 'no please'
He came - 'pray.. pick someone else'
He shook - 'oh noooo!'

But fine, since there were girls around, no time to be paiseh. I looked around, lucky my 美女 went for lunch. That boosted my confidence to move forward.

Dragon "rawr!"

There, I was the Dragon's body. One of the directors complained that Dragon's butt dude cant shake his ass properly, most probably paiseh.. I would too, cause the girl he likes was around. The first guy that popped into my head was none other than Rick (gaylord of all lords).

"eh Rick, come come come.. join!"

"dont want lar"

"remember! chicks dig sporting guys"

"sighh fine fine"

"eh, you are honored to be the butt.. hehe"

"ahhh? whatttt!"

He was sporting enough, good job young one. To add a plus, he was a dancer so.. extreme butt shaking wont bother him much. Practiced one time, I told the Head keeper that he wasnt energetic enough, tak ada the 'HU HA HU HA' spirit! I demo once for him and.. that was when the directors came to me.

"Si Calvin should do the head"

-_____________________-"

When I hope things wont get any worse, I turned my head.. my 美女 was looking. Smiling. Okay now I memang tak boleh chicken out. Just when we were about to do a double..

"Judges lai liaooo!!"

Conclusion of the story, no practice for me, I didnt know the 'route', I was nervous. Judges went for other teams first.. and gosh, they were fantastic.

One team had fake-mini-firecracker and another had a real drummer. THAT-TOTALLY-KILLED-MA-CONFIDENCE, but I gave me best.

The Fans in Red

Getting ready

M.o.t.p
Man of the Performance

He kills Munaks
(no idea why..)

he became super Saiyan and lead the dragon.. (no joke)

Trying real hard to follow his 'munak slayer wand'

Spot my 美女! cause she stood too close, I lebih nervous.

The Ass

The head with ankle socks!

I doubt it was a great performance, but it was hilarious. Everyone ketawa, everyone gembira. That was good enough for me.

It was above my expectation though, we got 3rd! Other 2 team, try harder next year. HAHA! RM200 worth of hamper as a prize I heard, hopefully they have chocolates inside. Happy? of course.

oh ohhh, 我的美女! damn, soon becoming her no.1 stalker..

Till then..

Time to relax!

2010-02-06T07:19:00.000-08:00

U2 - with or without

Finally..

A peaceful calm night at home, dalam bilik-ku seorang.

Many little stuffs happened recently, some are fit to be memorial, some.. well, better let it rot till it vanish from my memory card.

One of them, my first crush during primary school, Jiamin, dah balik Sydney. The last outing with her was at 1u, fair enough.. once I had to drive all the way to Piramid just to watch movie with her. Thoughtful towards other people, one of the elements I like about her, and Hey! she is single right now~

Met up with Janice first,

Apparently she complained that we look like stranger here. Those words stunned me, seems like going abroad for further studies do change one's personality. Two years we were apart, you were all secretive and shy (cute too) back then, and now you speak with much confidence.

Because of your old self, so I didnt go for it. Not to mention that you are taken now! Arghh, but heck~ your boy is 3900 miles away, hehe!

Ohh, 1u is currently filled with fluffy FAT CATS. I dont know why but I'm damn into those cats.

with Jiamin, her face shows "I kena forced by him"

Meet up with Rick after that, yup.. brought him along cause it was movie night.

Just look how happy he was. That shows how long he was never in a picture with girls. Janice went home for dinner, so that's it! Another friend that I wont able to see for another year.

Group pic! *lucky*

Went Carl's for dinner, had a long chat there updating each other. Watched Toothfairy, gay movie.. purely a waste of my hard earned greens. The Rock is SO NOT suitable for ballet dress with wings and wand, I prefer him with guns and hot chicks!

Lan C face.

Rick with his short hands. -.-"

Old times, old times..

That's about it for 1u. Let see, if nak pictures.. then Fion's party coming up next! (only ada 1 picture so far -.-")

Oh, one small little last thing, for those of you that work in a firm, if you were unluckily chosen to take orders from a different colour, then I truly feel your pain.

They, um song you if you..

- do work too fast, cause that will increase their workloads

- see you nothing to do

- got praised by other managers

and when they um song you, they..

- want you to work OT without pay

- assign you jobs that you not required to do

- find ways to stain your name

Well basically, they just want you to suffer and they love seeing that to happen. Not all are like that, only some that are easily jealous cause he spent 9 years in the company and the best he can achieved? just a mere teamleader.

I effing dont want that happen to my life after my student life! So people, have you ever thought how your working life will turn out in the future? This sentence is specially for you, Sueyen.

Hello

2010-01-25T05:26:00.000-08:00

Dave darrell -He's a pirate

Rick awakened my consciousness during lunch time tadi,

Seems like part of my old usual self became real rust.

The story goes..

She knew when she glanced,

There was once,

she was all alone in the room and I was the first to enter, yet the reason I gave was "the impossible mistake hit my hard, screwed the 'love-love' mood at that moment."

She again, was with her friends had lunch at place she doesnt step in often, but she was there one table away from me. Today was probably the best scenery I had at my usual spot.

I dare to express "I added you just to tell you that you look pretty here" to someone I've never meet in my life.

On the other hand, is difficult to say Hi to someone that is just 10 steps away.

Argh..

realized I dah no balls when it comes to reality.

Jess/Jes/Jass/Jas

One of them might be you, guessing or knowing this bits are pathetic. One day, that slim chance will occur again and I will annihilate the probability with confirmation for sure.

Ohhh.. 我的美女~

WAH, damn gay punya way of blog writing but well, new stuff new stuff. She totally reminds me of Ng Kei Kei, for those people who knows her.. you get what am I indicating lar, but still! that's the one and only hot chic on the floor!

Similarity are their sexy back and that THING!! Ish why lar must it be THAT THING..

No matter how pretty or hot, it will never be perfect.

...

in this secular existence,

perfection is an illusion.

regardless of all those who utter the contrary,

this is reality.

common man seeks it out by aspiring to achieve it,

as if it were some tangible thing.

but the fact of the matter is,

perfection is an hollow shell.

as it is devoid of any substance.

perfection after all, implies you have reached the summit,

no trial and error, no ability to conceptualize,

an omniscient being would have

no need for such superfluous things.

many magnificent things have been

and will continue to come in existence,

and yet, every last of them will fall short of perfection's finish line.

our function as men of science relies of their shortcomings,

then, and only then, can we apply fruits of our labor.

-Mayuri Kurotsuchi-

...

That includes love as well.

The strong & weak

2010-01-19T03:34:00.000-08:00

Gun n Roses - I used to love her

...But sadly, there are not many strong enough to do that.

All creatures want to believe in something bigger than themselves. They cannot live without blind obedience.

To escape the pressure of that trust, those whom faith is placed in turn look for someone higher than themselves.

And then, those people in turn look for someone who has omnipotent.

That is how all Kings are born,

and that is how..

All Gods are born.